Sara Beth - Closer To 30

Getting closer to 30 than I am to 20
My hands are so dirty but I still ain’t got no money
And the bill keep going up
While my will to give a what just goes down

Thought life would be different
Swear I’m losing interest
In everything that once made me smile
And I’ve been stuck like this for a while
Can’t seem to figure it out

Constant state of panic feeling
Guilty cause I take living for granted
And all our parents say “It really ain’t that hard”
But all our paying saying “Living like we aren’t”

Oh me oh my what a wierd time
To be alive keep trying everyday
To just get by telling these truths
For every lie flash atleast one smile
Everytime I cry smoking on this tree
To try to climb out of my mind
Oh me oh my the grass ain’t green
I need a side what a wierd time
To be alive

Don’t wanna complain
Cause I know that everything
Can always be harder than it is right now
I swear my smile is just upside down
Maybe I’m just a little burned out

And I’m so tired what I don’t need
Sleep in the cycle just keeps on repeating
And everyone I love keeps leaving
Searching some kind of meaning
I feel so lost tell me someday I feel found

Constant state of panic feeling
Guilty cause I take living for granted
And all our parents say “It really ain’t that hard”
But all our paying saying “Living like we aren’t”

Oh me oh my what a wierd time
To be alive keep trying everyday
To just get by telling these truths
For every lie flash atleast one smile
Everytime I cry smoking on this tree
To try to climb out of my mind
Oh me oh my the grass ain’t green
I need a side what a wierd time
To be alive

The grass ain’t green
I need a side what a wierd time
To be alive