Ollie - what if
Lyrics
Life goes on, life goes on
A new day rises with the sun
been holding back
for too long
now these wings going take me home
An I know every little things okay
cus its better that we go through change
life goes on, life goes on
while im just here waiting
Never thought id be 26 an rapping
took a walk around my neighborhood heard children laughing
finally understand how ignorance is bliss
think what id give to go back an relieve these memories that continue flashing
inside my mind
best friend lived next door to me wasn’t hard to find we were the hero’s in our fantasies
knights who armour shined
always there to save the day but now id probably save the time
i guess growing up has different stages
swear im always learning
i lay my head down in the grass can feel the planet turning
im watching clouds in the sky
its beautiful mid July
makes me forget about my bills an worries of what im yearly earning
damn it’s sad what life makes us become
started off as innocent but eventually we succumb
to the pressures of this world no escaping i tried to run
though im thankful for this music cause it saved me
(whenever I went crazy)
yea now my gardens (is) full of blue jays
these new days, im over living inside a suitcase
focused on my family in more than just one or two ways
a true phase, hero of my city like im luke cage
saying dear patience i hope you listening
was saved by christ at 7 today i became a Christian
by my own choice, time make you really think what you want
now I finally see exactly what was missing
power inside submission
the most important term they call faith
im tryna lead a life of legacy known for my grace
ive done it all while reaching for this dream that i chase
finally letting go of fear ive only known to embrace
but no more, no more
i might of lost some battles but im focused on the war
yea im sure, im sure
that ill be alright
Life goes on, life goes on
A new day rises with the sun
been holding back
for too long
now these wings going take me home
An I know every little things okay
cus its better that we go through change
life goes on, life goes on
while im just here waiting
My perception gets shattered the more ive grown
thinking everybody’s grass is greener than what i own
while im wearing dirty laundry thats covered up with cologne
like i know my father love me just different the way its shown
things not what they seem, check your Instagram app
lifes a rat race, desiring the things we don’t have
take a moment look around deep breaths relax
its a spectacular now time you’ll never get back
a hypocrite the way I write
dreams of children a wife
watching days go by together
flowers bloom its always bright
need a genie for these wishes think the bottles getting lite
if it’s impossible whatever, forever just sounding right
i digress, i surrender, feel the sun on my skin
I deserve a life happiness maybe i should begin
wouldn’t choose a million dollars over waking up again
so whats that say about the problems i got
Life goes on, life goes on
A new day rises with the sun
been holding back
for too long
now these wings going take me home
An I know every little things okay
cus its better that we go through change
life goes on, life goes on
while im just here waiting