Ollie - Home
Lyrics
I feel aches in my bones
i lost track of the time
a few drinks for my soul
ive been wandering blind
I’ll always come back home
im singing, I’ll always come back home
now & forever
I feel aches in my bones
i lost track of the time
a few drinks for my soul
ive been wandering blind
I’ll always come back home
im singing, I’ll always come back home
now & forever
I learned home is more than just a destination its a feeling
something i had so confused while focusing solely on making a living
i think the saddest thing is when you look in the mirror an the person you see is a villain
im blaming all of the anger inside of my soul my character slowly been switching
like what was i missing? I knew that money would not make me whole
i was tryna live fast cause my black heart healing too slow
you know the phrase that without the rain there isn’t a flower that ever would grow
but over the years collecting my tears i think its too much im bout to explode
punch a couple tickets for the ride, dreams always blind you to the lies
searching for a place I couldn’t find, bloodshot eyes what a shame
told you all this pleasure lead too pain
lost inside the valley of the shadow of death tryna find another way
im good
at least I keep telling myself
I don’t need no one for no help
just follow this north star till im home
an everything’s back how it felt
back when id sing you these rap songs till we both fell asleep on couch
was home there wasn’t a doubt
im saying
I feel aches in my bones
i lost track of the time
a few drinks for my soul
ive been wandering blind
I’ll always come back home
im singing
I’ll always come back home
now & forever
Ill always come back but shit just feel different its not quite the same
i know its my fault the dream i was chasing has drove me insane
like ive been trying to focus more on the present instead of the things in my brain
but everything’s easier said than done when you not the person who’s goin through pain
wont change but i try, people that i loved switching sides
maybe im not cut out for this life
crosses on my heart hope to die
almost turned the pages letting go
sometimes true recovery is slow
i keep fighting battles from within
i think where its leading me is home
i know
I know i jus know
windows down its almost 20 below
this cigarette is goin straight to my soul
i pour up some liquor its making me sicker but i got some shi
Thats caught inside my throat
so bottled up from being stuck on my own
the paranoia of somebody whos broke
im stumbling over all the words that i wrote
deep breath sweating in my palms
i can hear the chaos when its calm
as if everyday is just a song
i knew my direction had too change
something that i never could explain
6 string playing on repeat
only thing that’s ever kept me sane
its why
I feel aches in my bones
i lost track of the time
a few drinks for my soul
ive been wandering blind
I’ll always come back home
im singing
I’ll always come back home
now & forever