NEFFEX - As You Fade Away
Lyrics
VERSE 1:
Yea I’m bout to fade away
Cuz every time I wake up I feel like it’s Monday-
Something’s going wrong with all the chemicals up in my brain
All the sudden I don’t look at anything the same way
Got a build up of my thoughts sitting in an ash tray
I’m sorry that I’m so inconvenient ok
Just let me be me and I’ll stay out of your way-
I can see the way you look at me, I’m such a disgrace
I never really asked to be brought into this place!
You wanna love me well then baby have a taste
All the highs and the lows, no you’ll never be the same
I don’t really want to hurt you, but I can’t control the pain
If your sticking by my side maybe we can be ok
Ok ok!
Maybe you could be the change I need today…
I promise that I’ve never felt this way…
I really hope that you will chose to stay through all the pain
CHORUS
I know you told your friend you’re not ok
And tell me what’s wrong and why you never said you felt that way
I guess you try to stay strong and fake a smile until I look away
But I’ve known you too long, it hurts to watch your blue eyes fade to gray
As your fade away, as you fade away (3x)
VERSE 2:
I think I need help
I’m going through hell
I fake like I’m fine, but I know you can tell
Like nothing I’ve felt
My mind overwhelms
I think that I’m broken but I hope you can help
I know I’m not perfect…
But some days I feel far more worthless…
Baby you make me feel nervous
If I still have you I have purpose, it’s all worth it
CHORUS
I know you told your friend you’re not ok
And tell me what’s wrong and why you never said you felt that way
I guess you try to stay strong and fake a smile until I look away
But I’ve known you too long, it hurts to watch your blue eyes fade to gray
As your fade away, as you fade away (2x)
I know you told your friend you’re not ok
And tell me what’s wrong and why you never said you felt that way
I guess you try to stay strong and fake a smile until I look away
But I’ve known you too long, it hurts to watch your blue eyes fade to gray