Nate Mitchell - 24

i don’t like talking to adults anymore
isn’t my life overdue for much more?
sleeping in to day drink can’t be what your twenties are for
am i passed the point of waiting for right timing?
missed the chance that i never took to start trying
thought i’d kick the habits years ago now i’m right where i was before

therapy’s biggest lesson
is getting better’s expensive
$105 an hour just to make me
feel like everybody doesn’t hate me

maybe i was never finished
God can you start over from the beginning?
never wanna talk but i never listen
stuck in fantasies how it could be different
now i’m tied to lies on my pocket computer
feeling like a loser
cause i thought i’d have it figured out sooner
but my past is too present to see my future

i don’t like talking to myself anymore
all the same demons coming up at 24
now i’m looking right down the road at 30
and i still got mom worried

therapy’s biggest lesson
is getting better’s expensive
$105 an hour just to make me
believe my own thoughts aren’t gonna break me

i drink cause i’m sad and sad cause i drink
i smoke cause i’m scared and scared cause i think
too much
maybe i’m too much