midwxst - sidelines

“sidelines” Lyrics

Oh-oh, oh, oh-oh, oh
Oh-oh, oh, oh-oh, oh

Everyday that I wake up, never feel like I’m enough
Tell my friends that I’m okay, but at night I think that I suck
I just get into my head, and I never can escape
I can’t deal with all the rest, I just wish I wasn’t dead

I’ve been sitting on the sidelines
Need my playing time, tryna’ make a couple highlights
Hold it down fasho’, in L.A. for fucking nine nights
Driving everywhere, getting blinded by the sidelights
Praying I don’t wake up before sunrise
Sidelines, need my playing time, tryna’ make a couple highlights
Hold it down fasho’, in L.A. for fucking nine nights
Driving everywhere, getting blinded by the sidelights
Praying I don’t wake up before sunrise

Say I’m fine, cause that’s my go-to line
My fucked up state of mind, can’t break this paradigm
Can’t seem to stand at attention, I’m cutting the tension
If I say that I meant it, I’m truly demented
In the way I think, the way I act
Went too far, I can’t step back
Drown my sorrows with Cognac
Happy? Don’t even say I’m that
In honesty I’m fucking mad, cause I didn’t think it’d get this bad
Now I’m riding solo, suffer by my dolo

I’ve been sitting on the sidelines
Need my playing time, (One, two, three, lets go) tryna’ make a couple highlights
Hold it down fasho’, in L.A. for fucking nine nights
Driving everywhere, getting blinded by the sidelights
Praying I don’t wake up before sunrise
Sidelines, need my playing time, tryna’ make a couple highlights
Hold it down fasho’, in L.A. for fucking nine nights
Driving everywhere, getting blinded by the sidelights
Praying I don’t wake up before sunrise

Sidelines, need my playing time, tryna’ make a couple highlights
Hold it down fasho’, in L.A. for fucking nine nights
Driving everywhere, getting blinded by the sidelights
Praying I don’t wake up before sunrise