Lxst Boy - Let you down w/ Giovanni

I'm sorry that I let you down
it's probably cause I sleep too much
and every time that you're around
there's always something wrong

late nights and talks with my conscience
lately i been feeling nauseous
I write songs so call me off topic
lowkey wanna tell them to stop it
I'll just get walked on
I'm feeling that way like non-stop
I'm sorry I'm an outcast wait no I'm not
but I let you down whenever I talk
I'm feeling like a 9tails knockoff
I came from the sewers then the time stopped
im running around in circles in my thoughts
the clock winding down, hear the tick tock
when I'm locked in my room
I'm feeling the tension
record at my desk
these lyrics unscripted
writing these songs
that you'll never listen
cause you never cared
I'm a solo mission woah
uh I wanna talk
without feeling guilty
I need a shower
you making me filthy
blood stains the wall
you know that you killed me
its cold in my room
and at night it gets chilly
I wanna talk
but every time I do my heartstrings in a knot
in getting tired of writing these songs
and day by day
you wouldn't tell me what's wrong
yeah

I'm sorry that I let you down
it's probably cause I sleep too much
and every time that you're around
there's always something wrong

where am i goin, what do i got
i feel so lonely, everyone stop
want you to hold me, damn i forgot
what it was like, i feel distraught
i let you down and watched you depart
now everything’s loud and i’m caught in the dark
like i’m in the dirt, buried with the worms
and that is the funniest fuckin part
cause what did we say together
all of those times, that you let me down
tell the words that we sang together
everything’s fine, we’ll be alright
we’ll fuckin stand in the rain together
i don’t mean to cry, but why did you lie
remind me again why stayed together