Lorelei Marcell - ANTISOCIAL

Lyrics

I’m not antisocial, social
I’m not antisocial

Posing, posting, hate what I’ve become
I look like a carbon copy of what I’m running from
All my friends are different since we met
I forgot they only know me through the internet

Now every day I wake up, make up, wait I’m talking to a camera
Every day’s an existential crisis, is this who I am now?

I’m not antisocial
Just misunderstood
I’m at your disposal
And I don’t feel so good
Still my mother’s daughter
Still, somebody’s ex
I’ve been treading water
In over my head
So I’m not antisocial
Just misunderstood

Introverted extroverted like
I wish I could change it, fake it, be another type
Does anyone know what they're doing here?
Cause I’ve been drowning in doubt waiting for the storm to clear
Before

Every night I’m anxious, overthinking talking in my sleep now
Every night I spiral like a cyclone
Is this really me now?
[Oh because]

I’m not antisocial
Just misunderstood
I’m at your disposal
And I don’t feel so good
Still my mother’s daughter
Still, somebody’s ex
I’ve been treading water
In over my head
So I’m not antisocial
Just misunderstood
Antisocial

You know, you know, you know
I’m not
I’m not antisocial, social
You know, you know, you know
I’m not
I’m not antisocial, social

I’m not antisocial, social
I’m not antisocial, social