Harrison Boe - Happy New Year Lyrics

Oh, I would cut my hair to convince you that I'm capable of change
You only slam the door shut once, but since it won't shut the same,
I split my heart in two, and it follows you when we go our separate ways.
I've been meaning to tell you, I've been meaning to say

the longer I keep living,
it kinda seems like the more I like how the world keeps spinning
the same way it did before I'd buy a new beginning,
but that's something I just can't afford,
so I'm learning to be thankful for

the same group of friends that I had at 13,
got the same stuff to talk about in therapy next week,
the four digit on the calendar never changed that much for me,
oh I'm better than I was, and still worse than I could be,

I got used to the cold till my fingers all turned blue,
I got used to being 20, and the next day turned 22,
felt the same hole in my heart and a different longing for you
so forgive me if this time around the new year, don't feel so new

We threw all the oil in Texas on a fire and stood too close to the grass,
I'm the best parts of my sister and the worst parts of my dad,
thought it must be love, no wonder I can't get him back,
I'm missing what I had, and I'm looking to have

the same group of friends that I had at 13
got the same stuff to talk about in therapy next week
the four digit on the calendar never changed that much for me
oh I'm better than I was, and still worse than I could be

I got used to the cold till my fingers all turned blue,
I got used to being 20, and the next day turned 22,
felt the same hole in my heart and a different longing for you,
so forgive me if this time around the new year, don't feel so new.

Same old neighborhood,
same old love I can't give,
oh but most days I don't mind it,
cause it feels good.

To have the same group of friends that I had at 13,
had the same stuff to talk about in therapy next week,
the four digit on the calendar never changed that much for me,
oh I'm better than I was, yeah I'm better than I was,

and I'm used to the cold since my fingers all turned blue,
I got used to being 20, and the next day turned 22,
felt the same hole in my heart and honey, I still love you,
so forgive me if this time around the new year, don't feel so new.