Frawley - if i don’t laugh, i’ll cry

went out the other night with all my friends

started to feel like me again

hadn't been that happy in a while

had drinks and we put a sad song on

you're oh so casually brought up

there goes my night and goes my smile

cuz that was two full years of us down the drain

and i'm reminded that it all went to waste

so when my friends are asking if I miss you,

what do I say?

if i don't laugh, im gonna cry

dont wanna hear your name tonight

i'm finally happy, not in a mood

i dont want to think about you

if i hear your name one more time

i think i'm gonna lose my mind

dont know what to do cuz im not alright

but if i dont laugh, im gonna cry

cry

made my way to the bathroom nonchalant

cuz i felt like tears were coming on

it's not what i planned for my big night out

it took me hours just to do my makeup right

if you're the reason it gets ruined, i'll be pissed tonight

either way mascara's running down

cuz that was two full years of us down the drain

and i'm reminded that it all went to waste

so when my friends are asking if I miss you,

what do I say?

if i don't laugh, im gonna cry

dont wanna hear your name tonight

im finally happy, not in a mood

i dont want to think about you

if i hear your name one more time

i think im gonna lose my mind

dont know what to do cuz im not alright

but if i dont laugh, im gonna cry

cry

and i bet you're out with all your friends

or maybe kissing someone new and you dont have to pretend

like you dont miss me

like you dont miss me

if i don't laugh, im gonna cry

dont wanna hear your name tonight

im finally happy, not in a mood

i dont want to think about you

if i hear your name one more time

i think im gonna lose my mind

dont know what to do cuz im not alright

but if i dont laugh, im gonna cry

cry