DIZZYISDEAD - i’ll be fine Lyrics

I'm still out from last night and it's already noon.
It wasn't anybody's birthday but we had some balloons.
I don't remember getting pizza but I bet that I paid
It seems like everybody started just the end of my day, great

And that's alright.
I mean I guess it's not really but we had a good night. Yeah.
The hardest part of me is pretending I don't love it
so just tell me I'll be fine and I try thinking nothing of it

Yeah I'm fucked up but aren't we all?
Yeah until I'm too fucked up to answer your calls
Until I'm all alone and I start having withdrawals
And no one can ever reach me cause I put up a wall

Yeah I'm fucked up but I'll be fine
Yeah until I'm too fucked up and I need a line.
Another hour passes and I lose track of time
I help with everybody's problems I just never help mine

I wake up it's past six and it's already dark.
About the time of my depression and apologies start.
I got a couple missed texts I'm probably not gonna read.
I just ordered a bunch of food I'm probably not gonna eat. Sweet.

But that's okay.
I mean it's not but to me it's just a regular day.
Yeah I keep on saying that I'll fix it but I'm lying
every time I try to quit. I end up quitting even trying

cause I'm fucked up but aren't we all?
Yeah until I'm too fucked up to answer your calls.
Until I'm all alone and I start having withdrawals.
And no one can ever reach me cause I put up a wall.

Yeah I'm fucked up but I'll be fine.
Until I'm too fucked up and I need a line.
 Another hour passes and I lose track of time.
I help with everybody's problems I just never help mine