Cavetown - heart attack

I thought of letting her out
She's a big brave girl now and I can't relate
I feel like a horse or a shark, I could sleep standing up
In the daytime, I'm falling awake

I picture a cat who looks like Juno on the fence
It gives me a heart attack, I can't lose another friend

I'm measuring up against the wall again
It's always the same but maybe this time I've changed

I'm tired of having a brain
It's always looking for something else to blame
I know it's all my fault
But I'm too chicken to try a better way

I've thought of letting go
Create a record breaking ball of snow
Too big to catch it but I could if I had just reached out like half a year ago

Everybody's screaming, waving, fainting in a pit
Just give me a heart attack, I'm fucking losing it!

I'm measuring up against the wall again
It's always the same but maybe this time I've changed
I'm measuring up against the wall again
It's always the same but maybe this time I've changed