Alyssa Newton - Lack of Trying
Lyrics
Being lonely ain't something I decided
It'd be cool to fall in love
But you won't catch me crying
Oh no I'm not
I'm not afraid to go on a date
For the sake of breaking silence
Never felt the fall but it's not for lack of trying
I've seen enough Hallmark movies
I know what I'm doing
I could be that girl if I had the chance to prove it
I don't know if the
Good ones are gone, the timing is wrong
Or if men are just that stupid
Can't tell if I've got reasons or excuses
If I just knew who, if I just knew how
It wouldn't cross my mind to throw in the towel
I wouldn't be jealous and worried about
All my friends who got there first
If I just knew when, if I just knew why
It's taking so long, I'd take my time
Stop wondering if I just walked by
The one who would've worked
All my friends say
They see the silver lining
I got plenty of time but that don't mean I like it
Yeah I've
Dug long enough, been through the rough
But I still don't got the diamond
I'm not in love but it's not for lack of trying
If I just knew who, if I just knew how
It wouldn't cross my mind to throw in the towel
I wouldn't be jealous and worried about
All my friends who got there first
If I just knew when, if I just knew why
It's taking so long, I'd take my time
Stop wondering if I just walked by
The one who would've worked
If I just knew who
If I just knew how
If I just knew who, if I just knew how
It wouldn't cross my mind to throw in the towel
I wouldn't be jealous and worried about
All my friends who got there first
If I just knew when, if I just knew why
It's taking so long, I'd take my time
Stop wondering if I just walked by
The one who would've worked
If I just knew who
If I just knew how
If I just knew who
If I just knew how